Wednesday, May 02, 2007
this blog will still be alive.
however,some of my entries will be in my lj.
so if you happen to be a close friend of mine,just ask me if you want to view my lj.
but if your just some inquistive bitch who totally does not care what happenes to me and just want to view my lj out of sheer curiosity,i will not add you back on lj.
thus i will do as i see fit.
Tara went mad at 12:54 PM
Monday, April 30, 2007
im getting lazy to blog often.
so the sub comm bbq was on friday.
didnt do much there,except listen to lame jokes and watch the guys 'moshing'.
quite fascinating actually.
okie so then after all that excitement,xiaojiawen(a.k.a xiao jia,jia wen and wen minn) and pep xi(did i get it right..) went opposite to eat bbq chicken wings.
the entire irony of it makes me laugh.
cabbed back with jiawenminn.
mann their names make me crack up lah.
its like all connected haha.
okok stop laughing.
went to sentosa for the camp radical outing on sat.
HAHA i woke up late.
and when i reached harbour front this whole huge group of people were waiting for me.
O.O
SORRY!
supposedly to be some freshie-senior bonding shit.
but we all just hung out in our own groups.
uhhhhhhh.
suntanned with carmen.
played in the water with cheryl and the guys.
got sunburnt damn badly and im totally gona peel.
but i think i look nice tanned?
HAHAH.
went to vivo for carls jr with cherly,nick warren fikri and wesley after that.
portobello mushroom burger..
yummy!
had a hard time finishing the whole meal lah.
super filling.
then walked around and was surprised to hear warren say LETS SHOP!
haha damn cute.
went for ben and jerry's after that!
my god yumyumyum and super sinful lah.
carls jr and ben and jerry's all at once.
D:
got motion city soundtrack from nick!
thanks man:D
and thats about it.
im going off lah.
need to meet huiming at one at clark quay.
muahaha.
shat i didnt charge my camera.
alaaaaa nvm.
bye!
Tara went mad at 10:55 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
ok im finally alive again.
finally handed up the damn pattern grading today.
kudos to charissa for being such an understanding partner.
love!
so on the first day of camp..
nothing much.
meetings and abit of work.
wanted to go back to bathe but had some gl meeting to attend.
day 2.
freshies arrival.
uhhh was very unenthu at first lah.
yeah lah im damn lazy to blog about camp.
soooooo.
camp was fun!
the omchichiomchi game was funny!
the gl skit for performance night rocked! (esp the "koi" in the koi pond made me laugh like mad lah)
the ever hanging out with friends at night.
needless to say,i was really grouchy during the camp.
so,sorry to whoever i snapped at.
went to sentosa and like omg it sucked.
i was so sleepy i couldnt even stand up after sitting down.
and sand in my shoes.
ugh!
didnt want to queue for the toilets so after sentosa we went to sleep first and bathed in the morning.
super gross but what to do.
the nightwalk was higly uneventful.
the one at dotc was fun-er.
cause like we screamed and ran around so much.
now its for the freshies,and i just had to have the group that wasnt scared of anything.
TSK.
my sub-empire was elvis e.
e = elmo.
haha funky shit.
got cute freshies this year.
like super cute type.(to me lah)
regatta..we won best spirited.
not bad lah.
we kept dancing.
and our cheers were lame.
we were like on warrior mode or sth.
had green and black camo paint on our faces.
fun!
and thats about all i remember.
the rest is all stuck in a corner in my head.
love you camp radical!
genexis meeting!
OMGOMGOMG.
eyecandy galore.
ahaha only wenminn and i know:D
ok can like guys please stop using me to get to know pretty girls.
walau ehy.
asswipes.
im going to bathe now lah.
and revel in all the glory of thunder,lightning and rain.
Tara went mad at 8:03 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007
oh joy.
5 days of camp here i come.
ugh.
my head hurts just thinking about it.
gona be away till saturday i guess.
im gona continue reading the tale of the body thief now.
bye!
Tara went mad at 10:40 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
oh god fuck you all who have hurt me in my life.
dare i name some?
just get out of my life.
im so fucking angsty now.
my mouth hurts from the stupid braces.
i have so many priorities now.
work,school,camp.
i wonder how i take it sometimes.
i wish i had a companion.
its on cold nights like today that make me feel even more lonely then i usually am.
which is really something to say.
sorry friends.
i know you all wana chat to me on msn,but im being a bitch and snapping back at you.
i really suck.
im really feeling that im at the lowest point in my life right now.
meet me by the water - rachel yamagata
Would you please meet me by the water, baby
We'll have a really good time
Would you please meet me by the water, baby
'Cause I can't get you off of my mind
I've been thinking everyday about you
Don't fit anywhere into my life, but that's okay
'Cause I think I might be right for you
And because of that, I'm not scared at all
And everyone says I'm crazy
And everyone says I'm a fool
Would you meet me by the water tonight
'Cause I'm ready to break all the rules
Please don't leave me standing
With my heart in my hand
I can't last here
I'm breaking down,
And no on understands why I got here
But I knew from the very first moment
That I met you
You'd be the one
Would you meet me by the water tonight
Would you please fall asleep
Holding my hand
'Cause I've got everything in store for you, baby
If you'll be my man
to someone out there.
Tara went mad at 12:05 AM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
oh man.
bogged down with work the past few days so i couldnt blog about the wonderful weekend!
ok sooo now that i've handed up the assignment 3 last night,i have the morning free!
YESSAH.
so on good friday:
momma bought me a new phone!
nokia 7390 i think,
its the l'amour pink collection,the clam-shell one.
woooo.
in love with it man.
thanks mommma!
went to cityhall with sis in the evening.
window shopped a little.
but i got spoiled by haji lane and everything i saw in the city was ugly..
sat:
normal workday at gramophone.
period came in the morning.
bad cramps in the afternoon.
good food at night.
and a stupidly slow trudge through a trecherous path home.
sun:
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA at the esplanade!!
omg it was damn cool.
i just loved it.
especially the crossing of the bridges down to the dungeon.
and the last part,where the phantom disappeared from the chair.
if i had a chance,i would love to go again.
and monday till now..
boring school again.
at least i saw someone(:
went to deliver the freshmen orientation packages too.
went with wenminn and we got lost around an area we knew.
or thought we knew.
hahahaha.
sick shit walking in the hot sun.
ugh.
my bag is spoilt too,
the green canvas one with the leather and leopard trims.
its still usable,but the leopard print strap part is tearing away.
):
luckily,dad bought a leather satchel for me!
woohoo.
i've always wanted one.
thanks dad.
and now im off to read.
anne rice's tale of the body thief.
bye y'all<3
Tara went mad at 9:48 AM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
would you choose love over friendship?
or friendship over love?
on a side note,i really dislike people borrowing my stuff without permission.
like a ruler,eraser,my work in progress,etc etc.
i know it seems selfish of me,but will it hurt you to at least ask?
i've lost countless stuff man..
like in novala takemoto's "kamikaze girls" or "shimotsuma monogatari", the lead character momoko knows that once she lends people stuff,theres a chance that she wont get them back.
thus she doesnt lend people things that are closest to her heart.
so like next time if you want to use my grading ruler or whatever it is of mine that you dont have,please ask.
or if im not there,return it to me once i come back and not continue using it because theres a high chance that i need to use it.
i hate asking people wheres my stuff cause its a total waste of time and breath.
you take my stuff without permission and when i need to use it,i have to ASK YOU for it?
ppppfffffftt.
as you can tell,im in a bad mood now.
im damn pissed off at everything.
from the annoying guy that calls me tada,to my toenails,to the weather.
UGH.
piss offf.
i dont even feel like going shopping anymore ):
Tara went mad at 9:37 PM
Love will tear us apart
-Joy Division
When routine bites hard,
And ambitions are low,
And resentment rides high,
But emotions won't grow,
And we're changing our ways,
Taking different roads.
Then love, love will tear us apart again.
Love, love will tear us apart again.
Why is the bedroom so cold?
You've turned away on your side.
Is my timing that flawed?
Our respect runs so dry.
Yet there's still this appeal
That we've kept through our lives.
But love, love will tear us apart again.
Love, love will tear us apart again.
You cry out in your sleep,
All my failings exposed.
And there's a taste in my mouth,
As desperation takes hold.
Just that something so good
Just can't function no more.
But love, love will tear us apart again.
Love, love will tear us apart again.
Love, love will tear us apart again.
Love, love will tear us apart again.
i love this song.
the one by joy division is good.
but i especially love the cover done by nouvelle vague,a bossa nova group.
really puts me in a romantic mood.
hmmm.
Tara went mad at 12:56 AM
